Movies have hijacked the truth of the ‘Demonic’. It is not some poltergeist throwing plates around the house. Being Demonic or Holy are both potential states of experience and perception within yourself.
Everyday and every moment, we choose. Are we increasing in our holiness or demonisation?
Being Demonic is when we choose to stay stuck; in relationships that deplete us, spaces that disrespect us, environments that create anxiety in our bodies, people who twist our words, things that pretend to hear us but never show up, scenarios of uncertainty and disappointment.
A state of self-betrayal because the ego has been conditioned to choose the demonic stories in our lives due to the survival mechanism of a hurt in childhood. We continue to choose these stories out of fear because we haven’t yet tasted the Honey of the Holy. We don’t know what lies beyond this unhealthy pattern and the ego is afraid of the unknown. Sometimes it’s easier to just stay stuck in the comfort of self-betrayal instead of cutting it out and burning it up in Holy’s purification.
God’s fire burns but it’s the kind of pain that resolves in freedom. There is an end to it but you must walk through the valley to taste of the elixir. Demonic pain never ends, it is the eternal fire of self-inflicted damnation.
Dropping an ego attachment is scary. Yeshua would call this process ‘the narrow path’, because holiness hones in and forces the face to look into the mirror.
Are you brave enough to see and not look away this time? Will you allow Allah’s fire to burn through and clean out the wound once and for all?
Or will you fear your own elevation and stay in a a perpetual carnival of your own damnation? Turning your gaze from the mirror in that moment…The one that beckons you in…calls you Higher…
Come my Beloved Daughter, my Son, take my hand. I know you are afraid but, ‘Ye though you walk through the valley of death, I am with thee.’